No Fairytale, I Want To Forget

my love life's latest theme song...

WHITE HORSE
Taylor Swift

Say you're sorry, that face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you

Holding on, the days drag on
Stupid girl, I should have known
I should have known

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive, got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, now I know

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now

And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late to catch me now

Honestly, I just wanna forget... forget that I ever loved. Right now all I wanted is to be someone's priority. Not another schedule. A squeezed-in moment whenever they have time. I'm tired needing to prove myself. I'm done hoping to be someone appreciated without too much effort. Maybe, maybe it's time I give myself a chance to be loved without question. Without too much expectations. Yeah.. I'm just through.

Every night I pray for my love to fade already... I'm giving it back to Him. I really just want to move on and not dream anymore. Please... I don't wanna hurt anymore.