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have i ever told you guys about me being a package of frustrated talents?

oh yes, i am... and if you don't know about it, im gonna break it down for you. (yeah! yeah! break it down!) *screech!*

nope... i don't rap that's for sure! (although i've always liked usher, eminem, and... okay forget it! that's off topic).

so here it goes:

First: I'm a blogger. (obviously). but that doesn't make me a professional writer. which i ever so wanted to be. and it doens't make me as formal or as frequent in making an entry to keep up this blog. i work as a web content writer, but it's full of technical stuff and it's usually redundant and exhausting. i can write, but not a writer? gets? whatever...

Second: I sing. Videoke had been real fun and all when i was younger, but that doens't cut me off as a possible band vocalist because, yeah... i have the tone, but not good enough to be a singer.

Third: I dance. Ever since i was a kid i've been a highlight on intermission numbers both in school and yeah, barangay showdowns. what!? who would have known it would be embarassing in the future. i was just told to dance and so i did. but then again, i never went to dance schools and i didn't get to practice when i was in college. so in the end, that too is just another hidden talent.

Fourth: I paint. but i don't draw. i feel intimidated by those that i know are really good at it. in short... i couldn't get myself to continue and i find it a bit to late to even start again.

Fifth: I'm a tech geek. I can't live without having to face the computer in a day. I love surfing the net. I do get hooked up on CSS programming or html tweaks but still, I'm not that good at it. and i'm still thinking about truly studying it.

Sixth: (and probably the last on my list for the meantime..) I love taking pictures. When i was just a kid i have insisted on getting that old camera that needs a film with it... i wasn't fascinated then with the fast becoming trend digicams, but i never got my wish.

instead, i had to wait 'till my mom was able to buy a digicam connected to our business.

this post is not to be that emo about my frustrations, it's actually the other way around... coz you see, even if i have only a bit of all those stuffs, i still somewhat am proud of myself. especially if you happened to catch a nice picture like this:

and the one you see at the very top. so, yeah... at least i still have all these talents to choose from, and probably nourish? who knows! hehehehe...

till next time!