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Gotta Go My Own Way?

isn't it obvious that i really couldn't get myself to write lately? i'm actually wondering about it myself. unlike the old days, i usually write when i feel like the world's getting back at me for some unknown fault i never knew. somehow i'm no longer that interested. maybe it's because i started this new blog in a cheery mood that i don't want it to turn out as just another teeny angst page. if that's not the cause, then maybe i'm just trying so hard to prevent my other self who's nagging at the back of my head for stupidly annoying words that i wanted to blurt out for a number of days now that i'm trying to suppress... no... unleashing my mislead self would only cause more chaos in the world. whatever...

i'm actually left with three more posts before reaching my 100th entry. cool...

anyway, for a mood clue, simply get a load of this mushy lyrics instead. don't argue~ :yawn:




Gotta Go My Own Way - Nikki Gil (Philippines)

(Male vocals by Arnie Mendaros)

I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan is always rearranged

It's so hard to say but I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up and I watch them fall every time
Another color turns to gray
And it's just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away

I'm leaving today 'cause I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

(What about us? What about everything we've been through?)
What about trust?
(You know I never wanted to hurt you)
What about me?
(What am I supposed to do?)
I gotta leave but I'll miss you

Oh I've got to move on and be who I am
(What about us?)
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
(Hope you understand)
(Try to understand)
We might find our place in this world someday
but at least for now
I gotta go my own way

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
(Try to understand)
We might find our place in this world someday
(World someday)
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way (ooh)
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way




Comments

Anonymous said…
For some reasons, this post actually relates to what I'm posting later... A point in your life where you don't know where and who you are anymore... Thoughts that are kindda misleading...
October 19, 2007 at 12:56 PM
Talamasca said…
Haha. I must admit, that new-ish Nikki Gil single is quite LSS-material. Her "Coke girl self" is definitely back. But whoa, it's another cover... from High School Musical WTF! Pffft. Can't they do something original just for once? O_O

Anyhoo, whatever it is that's bothering you, just let it out. Suppressing things will just make it worse. New research shows that women (or people in general) who suppress their emotions end up more angry, y'know. ;-p
October 19, 2007 at 4:20 PM
Anonymous said…
Oh believe me. I know the feeling.

Anyway, did Vanessa what's-her-name sang that on HSM2? My brother kasi joked that when it's Nikki Gil singing the song, kinakanta ko. Pero pag si Vanessa what's-her-name, hindi. Probably because I hate her face and her voice and her (acting) "talent" (I think I just hurled...seriously, calling that TALENT?! *throws up*).
October 24, 2007 at 7:26 AM
Anonymous said…
I actually like Nikki's version than Vanessa Hudgens. I've been singing that song since I came back here. We have a Norwegian version of that song actually.
October 26, 2007 at 2:44 PM
Anonymous said…
i was wondering who's arnie mendoros!! because on the clip he said he was tom!! hehe:)
October 29, 2007 at 5:39 PM
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